Happy birthday J.

Hi, it’s been awhile but here I am writing my probably last entry for this blog and website. Three years has gone by and rereading all the things I wrote here clearly shows how beautiful we started.

Anyways, happy happy 18th birthday J. I pray nothing but pure and genuine happiness for you and to your day. I hope that you’re celebrating your day happily with the people you love. I hope you enjoy your freedom and your youth because that’s all you ever wanted. To live the life like others and I know having me near you stopped you from going with the flow and socializing with others. I hope that you found yourself when you lost me cause that’s all I ever want…for you to be happy.

I’m sorry for everything. Neither one of us is the problem. It’s how we grew apart. We outgrew each other that we became stranger to each other. I’m sorry for all the things I did that hurt you and to the hurtful words I said. Thank you for the past three years. Our relationship might be a rollercoaster but I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. Enjoy your bday! Welcome to legal age!!! Take care always!

Mahal na mahal kita at wala akong ibang panalangin sayo kundi maabot mo mga pangarap mo para sa sarili at pamilya mo.

Tried my best singing this — https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIjAm7L11n8

Just the thought of you,

Always calm my nerves.

Might sound cringe and corny but

I never felt this way before

Ecstacy, bliss and everything 😍

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A special girl like you,

Loved by everyone,

Is deserving of universe.

You are, and you will

Always be my fave person,

Happiness and love of my life

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You’re brighter than the stars.

Affection and love will forever yours.

People can’t stop what I’m feeling for you.

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Love,

One day we will

Make our dreams come true

One day I will

Take you to with me always.

One day, every

Sunrises and sunsets…I’ll be by your side.

Sitting near the beach listening to the splash of the waves, hmmmm… the summer breeze and the wind that makes the feeling chilly. The sun is finally going down, the beauty of the color combination, the magnificent view of the sun and the enigmatic feeling of watching the sunset. Sunset makes us believe that some things have a beautiful ending. As I was taken aback by the beauty of sunset, someone hold my hand and intertwined it to hers. I look at her and see that sunset can’t beat this beauty. Watching sunsets give me enigmatic feeling but seeing you makes me feel home. Never knew home can be a person. Never knew I’d be this in love with you.

I’m a self-declared OC, I hate kisses, physical touch and etc. but I’m craving for your hugs, I’m craving for your touch and I’m longing for your kiss. I knew from that moment you held my hand, you are the person I want to watch sunsets with.

To cut the chase, sunsets will always remind me

Of all the places, of all people, I never knew I’ll find the love of my life. The love that I’ve waited my whole life. I was about to give up on everything then I met her, and that was the most amazing day of my life. Imagine having a person you can talk to from good morning to good evening. Someone who’ll make your frown or make you mad but at the end of the day she’ll make up with all the thing she did. Someone who is always there for you regardless of how busy and hectic her schedule. Someone who means everything to you. Oh! I’m so in love with my girl, I love everything about her. Her eyes that glow and spark with joy, her warm smile that send ecstatic feeling to my heart, her voice that awaken the beast that lies in the depth of my soul, her caress that send shiver to my spine, her laugh that make the whole world nuts, oh wait, her laugh rather make my whole world nuts. HER…HER that colored my life and made sense to everything.

I love my girl so much. She means the world to me and I knew every time I held her, I’m home. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone so sweet, delicate, kind and beautiful woman like her but one thing is for sure…I love my MAHAL KO ❤ and this blog is dedicated to her.

Gusto kita na mapasakin kahit na mali

—Because

I posted in social media, in my day I posted a picture of mine without knowing that someone will notice my ugly nail polish. I am triggered and that day I had a manicure and sent it to her.

So it took 1 day when you replied to my private message, I said to myself you’re being friendly so I replied to your messages. We are not consistent chat mates, I seldom reply to your messages and you don’t always chat me. I’m in a relationship that time, a failing relationship so I didn’t really have time to entertain her.

Until one day of december

You send a pm about one of your treasured friends. You opened up to me and I listened to your sentiments. I was your instant rant person. I gave words of encouragement and promised you silver linings.

After 1 week of sadness, loneliness and emptiness, you reconciled with your friend and I thought to myself, “ah okay na sila. Hindi na ako icha-chat neto” but I was wrong, you continued bugging me. Sorry for the word bugging but that was how I see it.

I dunno how it happened but you become part of my routine. We update each other and we never stop talking. From Morning to Evening, we are consistent chat mates. Christmas party, you gave me a white blouse.

December 21 to January 1 I had walwal sessions. I was so devastated with the status of my relationship. You were there telling me that everything’s going to be alright.

You become my consistent go to person and I become yours. At this point of time I considered you as my best friend.

 

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