Happy birthday J.

Hi, it’s been awhile but here I am writing my probably last entry for this blog and website. Three years has gone by and rereading all the things I wrote here clearly shows how beautiful we started.

Anyways, happy happy 18th birthday J. I pray nothing but pure and genuine happiness for you and to your day. I hope that you’re celebrating your day happily with the people you love. I hope you enjoy your freedom and your youth because that’s all you ever wanted. To live the life like others and I know having me near you stopped you from going with the flow and socializing with others. I hope that you found yourself when you lost me cause that’s all I ever want…for you to be happy.

I’m sorry for everything. Neither one of us is the problem. It’s how we grew apart. We outgrew each other that we became stranger to each other. I’m sorry for all the things I did that hurt you and to the hurtful words I said. Thank you for the past three years. Our relationship might be a rollercoaster but I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. Enjoy your bday! Welcome to legal age!!! Take care always!

Mahal na mahal kita at wala akong ibang panalangin sayo kundi maabot mo mga pangarap mo para sa sarili at pamilya mo.

Tried my best singing this — https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIjAm7L11n8